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Monday, August 11, 2014

an accomplishment.. sort of


so to start off this lovely blog, I'd like to make an announcement.

I DID SOMETHING TOTALLY RADICAL.  AND I AM PROUD.

wow.  so it's not that impressive, but to me, it's kind of a big deal.

hence the title, I am very unsociable.  Like I don't ever want to see people I know.  Or people at all.

So, without further adieu, and mainly because I can't think of anything to say, here's what happened.


 I was walking my dog in my neighborhood--- and keep in mind, not really as a choice.  Quoting my mom, I don't "get around and meet boys enough."  gee thanks, mom. 

Anywhore, so basically I walked up to point where I'd hit the green if I walked any further.  
     side explanation:  the green is a big field/park area where people my age (teens, bleh) hangout.

Now normally, I'd just turn around, or duck into an alley to avoid walking past the social trashhole where my fellow youths hang around.  And they were spilling over the sides, there were so many of them.  (imagine a bunch of rapid animals hanging around a gazebo, yelling their heads off)

So you can see why I'd want to turn around, or ya know, get hit by a car rather than walk by that.
buuuttt, for some reason, my brain possessed my feet and made them walk forwards.  

And once I stepped out into the open view of the green, I couldn't go back.  It was like I felt their eyes trail me.  Like I was an alien stepping onto their territory.

It sucked.

But I made it across the deadly stretch of no mans' land.  And quickly turned the corner to catch my breath.

I couldn't believe it.  I did it.  I walked across the stretch of people I knew, people that stared at me.  And people that I would normally way avoid.  

i was so freerakin proud of myself.  i am proud of myself.  

*highfives herself*  *looks around in embarrassment*  *laughs maniacally because who cares*

Now I know most people are thinking "what the halbot?  this isn't an accomplishment.  this chic is stupid and doesn't know how to capitalize letters."

But I flip my hair to them, because to me, this is a pretty big flippin' deal.

SO YEAH.

~stay sociable... lol. jk. that's a lie

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